For me I just feel like im existing. Why? Cause I haven’t felt nor done anything that will make me feel like im living life. To me living life is when you feel like you explored things, did things you’ve never done before, basically get out of your natural state. Im such a home body and I’ve been so im touch with it that ove never thought about getting out there.

I went to a club type a month ago for the first time and I was so nerve wrecking. I didn’t know what to wear but when I went there I felt like I wanted to go back home. Like mind was saying go home, its dangerous type stuff. But I went against my judgement and stayed and was happy about the experience I made. I’ll show a picture if I know how to do this but yeah, I had fun.

Lesson:Step out of your comfort zone. It is a good thing but its also a bad thing. I would be in middle school and get jealous because somebody had a sleep over and they invite me but I wouldn’t go because of myself not stepping outside the box.